syuh u ! or i bite ur heart

PUNK - PIERC - TATTOO - WOMAN - MUSIC - WRITTER - SHORT MOVIE - FAT - a corporate slave and try'in to be good whore and my SEXUALITY is NOT your business !

dimulai dengan bismillah

masih tentang blank sheet yang seharusnya sudah selesai daritadi. atas saran @Bagongtempur diwajibkan lah saya menuliskan bismillah diatas kertas agar ide lancar selancar berak tanpa harus mengejan …

BISMILLAH saya tuliskan 

sampai detik ini … 20 menit berlalu … hingga saya menuliskan ALhamdulilah …

tetap tidak ada ide keluar …HAHAHAHAHAH 

saran hamid .. laptop ini harus segera di tutup agar esok ditengah tengah antara bismillah dan alhamdulilah ada isi yang bisa saya tuliskan ..

semoga besok ide itu mucunhul layaknya jerawat amin 

Setiap pagi
Kumenunggu di depan pintu
Siapkan senyum terbaikku
Agar cerah harimu
Cukup bagiku
Melihatmu tersenyum manis
Di setiap pagimu siangmu malammu

— tulus  sewindu - 

jujur

5 Menit melihat blank sheets .. 10 menit melihat blank sheets … 20 menit melihat blank sheets … jujur saya bingung mau nulis apa .. ternyata saya ga tau apa apa tentang majalah tempat saya bekerja . karena sekarang saya harus membuat proposal majalahnya aja ga tau harus nulis apa .. pppffffffffffffffff .. 

entah kenapa aku suka kalo dia mulai cerewet kaya sekarang, senang karena punya pasangan yang super perduli *seka air mata*

—bv

reka ulang setiap malam

mendadak ac di kantor menurunkan derajat kesadaran hingga titik galau. antara keinginan makan cangkalang dan sambal roa ditambah takjubnya hidup saya beberapa bulan ini. 

saya berhasil berkompromi dengan cinta kembali, dan hebatnya lagi si dia yang sekarang ada disetiap sedu sedan, rindu dan kesal adalah orang terhebat yang pernah saya miliki. 

biarpun dia selalu menyenangi posisi terbaiknyanya balik ke kiri dan saya selalu ditepiskan  jika hendak memeluknya. tapi terkadang di sela antara mimpi dan rendahnya kesadaran, saya selalu merasakan tangan cantiknya menyentuh dan mengusap kening, bibir nya mencium kening dan matanya lekat menatap wajah saya yang selalu tidak pernah oke dari sudut manapun. 

bahkan rasanya sulit jika harus tertidur tanpa rutinitas bersama dia. 

Dear bullies,

Dear bullies,

See that boy doing his homework in homeroom? Last night he committed his friend out if suicide.

See that girl you just called fat?She is starving herself.

See that old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars? He fought for our country.

See that young boy you must made fun of for always being sick? He has to walk home in the snow cause his family is too poor

to all ppl who think it’s okay to cheat then come back to the original girl and begged for her back. F*ck Off and leave us alone, if you cheated the first time, you’ll do it again.

I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece
I’m complete

- love -

I have to

I have to believe in love. I have to believe that someone out there is waiting for me, as I am waiting for them. When we see each other for the first time, we will instantly fall in love. I have to believe in magic, and that the ending will bring a smile to my face. I have to believe that no matter how many times I fail at finding my own ‘once upon a time’ story, that no matter what, it ends in ‘happily ever after.’ Because without those beliefs, what is there to look forward to?

thanks finally i found you .. my “u” 

I’m not

I’m not Hot or gorgeous. I don’t have an Amazing figure or a Flat Stomach. I’m far from being considered a Model but, I’m me. I eat food, I have curves, I have more fat than I should, I have scars, I have a history. Some people Love me, some like me, some Hate me. I have done good, I have done bad. I love my sneakers  and I go without makeup and don’t get my hair done. I’m random and crazy, I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not. I am who I am, you can love me or not. I won’t change!!

- thy  mimia - 

EVIL

hideyourfacebecause:

Evil is the most beautiful thing you could ever gaze your eyes upon. Evil is hypnotic, seductive, and charming. It is also elegant, refined, and very polished. Evil must be beautiful. If evil were ugly…then why would people fall for it?